Thought Like Flames Lyrics - Blindside

I hear you, so don't you say another word
Now here you are standing there crushing yourself
I'll near you, but my eyes see a different world
Here you are standing there breaking my heart, as you're crushing yourself
But lately you've been painting on the walls
With the black fire, you lit
And you call it your mirror
And then you hate it, and then you spit on it

But sorry, you're not a god
Now every thought you feel within turning into flames
So hold your breath cause all I can smell is ashes
Sorry, but you're not God

I hear you, but I can't recognize even the sentence as truth
Who lit the black flame in your hearth?
I'm near you, but my words land far from your heart
You turn your back, and not know where to start
But lately you've been painting on the walls
With it like fire, you led
And it's a lie, and I hate it
But still you think it's you.
And you keep it...

Time Will Change Your Heart Lyrics - Blindside

With big guns and big ambitions
Never ending arguments
When is your ammunition spent
With big guns you load and shoot me down
With all those pretty words you thought out
Ready to recent

I hope time will change your heart
I'll be coming against your words
With something inside of me
Time will change your heart
I will be waiting at the doorstep of love
The doors wide open for you to see

We laugh about it and we dwell over it
But time flies by, and I'm getting anxious
Forgive me for pushing you
I know you have your own legs to walk with
I guess it's because to me it's so precious

I hope time will change your heart
I'll be coming against your words
With something inside of me
Time will change your heart
I will be waiting at the doorstep of love
The doors wide open for you to see

When there's not much left to say
Words better left unspoken
Let me hear from you
When your heart is broken

I'll wait for you

Painting Lyrics - Blindside

The world you painted was new
The colors were so alive
Took a lie and made it true
A final touch and then right into the painting you dive

It's ok if you break
You'll see colors again
This is more than you can take
You'll see colors again
It's your life that's at stake
You'll see colors again
Don't you think it's my time, anytime soon

Whenever did it all happen
That one color after another seems to fade
Now the sky is carved with a coalpen
It's all gray despite the effort you made

How do you like your god now
Now that he is you
Does he feel dead somehow
And where does that leave you

It's ok if you break
You'll see colors again
This is more than you can take
You'll see colors again
It's your life that's at stake
You'll see colors again
Don't you think it's my time, anytime soon

Midnight Lyrics - Blindside

Fast lane, sane, insane this world is running
And I'm walking with a cane
Seek, seek you can be unique
But whatever you do don't let your inside out
But I've got to take a leak

And I know You're alive
And you know I will always try
I could never care less about
What this world has to offer if the price is to die
I'll keep my human spirit alive

Man I'm so weak
Come on over here I'll let you have a peek
Inside my heart cause you're the one I seek
I know I'm slow but wherever I go
I hear your steps echo

And I know You're alive
And I'll give my heart to survive
This world has nothing to offer a human soul
Reaching for the sky
So Father of light
Keep my human spirit alive

Will I try to hide away in the secret space of my heart
Will I try in time
Will I try with my feet on the ground of shadows
But my hands towards the light
Will I try in time

Your eyes
Are always there
Your eyes
Are what I came for

Your eyes
Drive away my fear
Your eyes
I could just stand there and adore

Stop just right there
Everything has to stop to steal time
For whom I want to be near
Yes I do care and I love the love we share

And I know You're alive
I'll give my heart to survive
This world has nothing to offer a human soul
Reaching for the sky
So Father of light
Keep this human spirit alive

Will I try...

Seems there is nothing to remind me of peace down here
So how come that all I feel is joy

Coming Back To Life Lyrics - Blindside

Guess it's in all those small things
Eyes closed or eyes wide open
Something in the corner of everyone's eye
See or look away again
This time I won't ignore
Not hesitate just adore

And I think I'm starting to come alive
Life flooding my veins again

Feel I'm coming back to life
I'm falling
Feel I'm coming back to love
This black crow becoming white dove
Feel I'm coming back to life
I'm falling again
I'm falling in love

I guess it's in all those great important matters
We all like to bend around
We do our best to ignore
While our hearts is reaching for more
We are not synchronized
We are intellectualized

Feel I'm coming back to life
I'm falling
Feel I'm coming back to love
This black crow becoming white dove
Feel I'm coming back to life
I'm falling again
I'm falling in love

She Shut Your Eyes Lyrics - Blindside

She shut your eyes
Now you could say better luck next time
But I know you're about to die
How deep can you drill into a man's soul
Still say better luck next time
When the only thing to fill it with is a lie

So say what you want
But drops of crystal clear water
Has been falling into your heart

Now you're sick of lying
Tonight a star is shining
On a heart that's dying
The morning star is shining again
So you better wake up
You better rise up
The morning star is shining again

How long has it been since you gave in
Did it just take all this time
For you to see you're not the Messiah
She shut your eyes
Or did you do it yourself with time
Did you on purpose walk astray
Did you choose to be a liar

A star called your name
Will you use your voice to answer
Just one last time

Now you're sick of lying down again...

Silence Lyrics - Blindside

They won't see the fire you have lit inside of me.
They look up to the stars and wonder where you might be.
They look up.
Without realizing they're standing in the palm of your hand.
I can't explain or understand.
I just love you.

It's common knowledge that; you've been dead for a while.
It's well known that the cross is only a burden with pains and trials.
But thinking how come my shoes are so light, how come I can walk for miles?
And still, just love you?

So I think I'll stay, caught up in silent prayer, cause I believe in silence.
Our hearts speak the same words.
So why don't we just walk along the shoreline with our silent song?
Cause I believe in silence.
Our hearts speak the same words, the same words.

We have to prove that our love is real, over and over again.
But let them think what they want cause I know It'll never end.
Cause I know when it began.
And my heart still pumps twice as fast whenever you walk by.
Cause I still love you.

So I think I'll stay, caught up in silent prayer, cause I believe in silence.
Our hearts speak the same words.
So why don't we just walk along the shoreline with our silent song?
Cause I believe in silence.
Our hearts speak the same words, the same words.

"Blindside 7"" (2001)

Walking Home Lyrics - Blindside

please just take one step closer
for it is me who hasn't let You keep me warm
once marked my heart, each letter with pride
once marked my heart, the name of the storm
break my heart again and i'll hold You close
i'll break in parts again so You can hold me close

every word is an understatement
and every exaggeration is true
for this is walking home

so this is just the beginning all over again
so this is just what keeps me alive
so it says You died and we still hated You
so it says You died to keep us alive

break out hearts again and we'll hold You close
i'll break in parts again so You can hold me close

every word is an understatement
and every exaggeration is true
for this is walking home
i'll try this time to remember
every exaggeration is true

can a revolution be at hand
just be walking home?
this is walking home now
love can crush the hardest stone
and God i am one
this is walking home now
i'll always remember
you gave a little be of home (called peace)
to hold close to heart, this is longing home now
and yes, i'm still longing to get there, still longing

(still they ask me)
how can a man love someone so much?
he hasn't yet seen
how a move loves a place so much
he hasn't yet seen

Sunrise Lyrics - Blindside

back off, back off
i can hear you knocking
that day for the first time
i heard you scream out loud
i watched you
as the door stood silent, so did you
this thing will not go away
but some thing trying to stick around
so correct me if i'm wrong
but didn't something just break that day?
you don't have to say
i think you're on your way home
better not tell sunrise
you're gonna go down tonight
better not tell sunrise
cause you know it'll be back
better not tell sunrise
you're gonna go back tonight
cause you know it'll be back
in the next morning flight

back off, back off
but lately someone's been pounding on your heart
so why not?
just blame it all on the agony
but still know that someone has to come and get it now
for so long has been apart
so correct me if i'm wrong
but didn't i see your eyes
searching for the sky
you don't have to say
i think you're on your way home

better not tell sunrise...

Knocking On Another Door Lyrics - Blindside

knocking on another door
we're knocking on another door
so you said you wanted to SHOW me your world
and now here we are
i've seen it all before
you said if you opened the door
there's another world
you've been behind bars

but i'm knocking on...

when the discobowls stop spinning
and the music dies out
turning INTO a ringing in your ears
in every bottle, every soul, there's a hole
no matter how much you pour, there's never enough

but we're knocking on...

cheers, bottoms up
this time is gonna be a clean cup

knocking on...

"A Thought Crushed My Mind" (2000)

Vow Of Silence Lyrics - Blindside

I'll break my vow of silence

Because I am what you told me you are
Because you showed me your unhealed scar
Revealed and died in your own eyes
Relieved me to see my own lies

Through the years it has become darker in that secret place
His light pierced this lonely chamber through you
And the truth shall set you free
I'll remember your truth that set me free from it getting
Darker and darker in that secret place

It came flying through the air like a beautiful shadow made me turn my head
The taste of danger is sweet I've always known but still allowed this to be my bread
Evil crow lands on my head, I let it stay
Whispers so I think only I can hear it and I obey

Who would think that so much beauty would come from such horrible truth
Because I am what you told me you are
Because you showed me your unhealed scar

Tongue too ashamed to even pronounce it right
I spoke but kept it in me with ropes so tight
This is my fight, the word was spoken and I got my sight

Promise so glad I wasn't able to keep
Words formed by your soul is my reflection
Lie was bound to my heart to keep
Broken chains through your confession

As You Walk Lyrics - Blindside

Just one last cigarette and fly
Coincidences made sorrow rule over your soul
I'm standing with my wings around you
I cry

So try to show you're a man
You're nobody's toy
There is nothing that separates a man from a boy

Thought so dark you got lost in there
Lost your way home and now it's getting late
I long to greet you when you come home
But don't you leave earth in this state

No don't you leave earth in this state
I'm the soft whisper of peace in your ear
As all of this creates
No night vision in this forest of darkness
And I feel what you feel inside
And as your skin got burned mine did too when they lied

And you know I'm pulling you closer

King Of The Closet Lyrics - Blindside

I answer with a restless ok but I'm about to blow when you're gone
I keep this to myself; a restless ok but I fear the dawn
I've never been afraid to hide up in the dark
It's the first morning stream of pure light that makes me rather swim with the sharks
And it'll make me say I'm ok even though it hurts more if I stay
And I'm ok. Yes, I'm ok. If that'll make your questions go away

I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire

I'm cold in a way I just want to stay
And I'm cold this way

Reckon I'll close the door
Pull down the curtains stay close to the floor
Mercy is for the weak; we do not train to be merciful here
Mercy is everything I fear; we do not train to see His mercy here

Crawling again
The heart is screaming with a smile
Pride says no because of the stain
The heart pounds for love, pride says no
Because of what the heart is longing for
I'm not sure I want to be a man anymore

This choice I've got to make,
I've got to make alone
A heart of stone
This choice I've got to make
I've got to make it true
A heart broken in two

My Mother's Only Son Lyrics - Blindside

Talks about it all the time
It's a sickness he says
So sure all the time
He hates it
And I honestly believe him
So sure all the time

Maybe the one who screams the most
Screams about himself

Fed up of giving up
Clean cup please drink up

He sees it's eating him up
It's the price he pays
But it's not even worth a dime
So scared that people may find out
He is what he hates
So scared all the time

This is his naked inside

Piece by piece he's trying to build a ladder
For him to fall from
Every time he climbs
He condemns their actions
So that no one will suspect
That he's the victim for his own crime

This is his darkness
In which he will stand
This is his naked inside
Alone in a desert land
And I'm a coward
Shut my eyes and concentrate
On my shell, on soap and shower
Oh God how I want to tell the world
But I hesitate

So why don't I have the guts to tell you he's me?

Act Lyrics - Blindside

I will drive a thousand miles
To escape the smog in this town
I will drive although I don't have a license
To escape the ideal that this city crowns

Hide every little scar with so much make-up
The skin can't even breathe
Hide every little scar or become the food they feed

Shift into a higher gear
Place the brick on the gas
On what I left behind I won't waste a tear
My rearview mirror has got broken glass

I will drive until I reach the desert
And wait until I see with my own eyes again
I will drive I'll head for the desert
And wait until our minds speak the same words as back then

This makes me into nothing in their eyes
But I'm willing to pay the price

Silver Speak Lyrics - Blindside

They spoke their minds
As I stood there smiling
This brain understood their arguments
So I just stood there
Keep on smiling
Cause it's not on me they're throwing their darts
So why are they heading this way for my heart?

How come I'm the one bleeding
When you're the one being cut
And every stabbing word about you stings

An allergic reaction towards all of this
Have to respond, although without an answer back
And I throw everything back into their face
Hear my own stupid sentences and I have lost track

You have strength beyond words
And You have communication beyond my words

This battle is not mine
I try to forget
Every time they spit Your name out on the sidewalk
And I will let the candle shine inside me without any regret
But where's Your voice in all my talk

I'm an ant trying to protect my dinosaur friend

Where Eye Meets Eye Lyrics - Blindside

One glimpse of You and I shrink
The hand of shame squeezes my stomach
You don't really know me I allowed myself to think
One glimpse of You and I know it's not in your nature to turn your back
And I want to give You more than I have got
So tiny I'm almost disappearing in this world
You're holding in your hand
Still you know my name

This is my heart resting in the palm of my hand
This is more then I've planned from the start
Holding it up to the sky for you to see
I feel You but don't understand

The second You stepped through the door or was it the ceiling
I stood and beheld your beauty
This worn-out skin is pealing
I will never again praise You because of duty

I want my heart to break for the things that make
Your heart break

Nära (Close) Lyrics - Blindside

[In Swedish]
Hennes hjärta slog hårdare för varje sekund
Skalet höll emot som aldrig förut
En vägran till var allt detta har sin grund
Skalet höll emot men stora bucklor buktar ut
Inte nu, kanske senare och aldrig förut
Som en blomma som aldrig slagit ut
Om en längtan som aldrig fött ett beslut
Om en längtan som aldrig tagit slut

Med fötterna så långt under markytan
Och ändå bärare av ett rotlöst hjärta
För svårt att ta sig upp och ändå veta
Att skönhet kommer ur smärta

Och jag önskar jag kunde dra dig upp därifrån
Men ingen annan utom den ende kan
Och jag önskar jag kunde dra dig upp därifrån
Min tunga kan aldrig klä i ord att min låga är sann

Och jag ska aldrig mer vara rädd att visa mig vek
Aldrig mer med hot försöka bevisa min kärlek

Så låt dig träffas i hjärtat låt det blöda
Om jag kunde skulle jag ta tillbaks de ord som var döda
Om hans liv fick bli din föda
Om ditt hjärta fick blöda
Försök inte vinna tid
För jag ser ingenting av den varan
Trots att jag kommer att stå kvar där jag är

Vilket val du än tar
Står jag kvar

Möt mig vid fridsfurstens fötter
Jag har ingenting utom det som är mina rötter
Möt mig på knä framför hans fötter


[In English]
Her heart was beating harder for every second
The shell was holding up like never before
A refusal to where all this has it's foundation
The shell hold up, but big dents bulge

Not now, maybe later and never before
Like a flower that never blossomed
About a longing that never given birth to a decision
About a longing that never ended

With the feet so far below the ground surface
And yet carrier of a rootless heart
Too hard to get up and still knowing
That beauty comes out of pain

And I wish I could pull you up from there
But no one else than The Only One can
And I wish I could pull you up from there
My tongue can never dress in words that my flame is true

And I shall never again be afraid of showing my weak self
Never again with threat try to prove my love

So let yourself get hit in the heart, let it bleed
If I could I would take back the words that were dead
If you could be fed through His life
If your heart would bleed
Whatever choice you make
I remain
Meet me at the feet of the Prince of Peace
I have nothing except what are my roots
Meet me on your knees before His feet

In The Air Of Truth Lyrics - Blindside

I'm waiting for You
Until you give my spirit wings
I'm waiting for You
Until winter breaks into spring

In the air of truth I held up my bruised spirit
For everybody to see
So no one can drag me away from this place
Before You heal it
For my soul to breathe only before thee

Let me hear it once again
Silent thunder shake me
I will wait forever if that's what it takes for me to hear and see
So they can go ahead and say that I swallowed the bait
And I'll still sick around Your precious voice, yes I will wait

So let me glow like I was new
Pure as if this was where it all should have begun
If I could I would give more then I have to You
As I've walked this night
Your hand guides the morning sun

A chance to breathe

Across Waters Lyrics - Blindside

That day I woke up, screaming of emptiness
A thought crushed my mind
To all of them she's just a worn-out dress
They can seek but not find
Time pass please this day of rain
I'm in this world and she's in another
Her fragile voice of sorrow let my brain go insane
I'm in this world and she's in another

And You must be my arms around her now

We both agreed on this choice
To let me be helpless
And she to stick to your voice
Me to my knees everyday I guess

Leave footprints on her/my/our floor tonight
To slumber in Your light
Let her/me/us sleep with angels tonight
Can't even breathe without holding you tight

Trade my will against yours
Is something I'd rather say then do
I want to kick down some doors
For me to see through
But she believes in love
Makes this distance pass
She sees the dove
Makes me stay and not trespass

And you must be her arms around me now

I'll make you a promise
To bring her safe home

Nothing But Skin Lyrics - Blindside

I put on my stinking coat again
But that so much rain would come from inside
I didn't understand
I could always protect me
But I couldn't protect me from this
That all of this was just a death kiss

Just one silent word and I'm whole again
You said it

Look at me now
I'm hardly moving
It's only you and me now
It's only you
I scream but the walls suck my air

I look at my arms resting on her back
They can't be mine they look more dead then alive
I hate that I own the ability to not get back on track
I wet her hair and they still look more dead then alive

To be allowed to break into a thousand pieces
In her arms and in your hand
Can't even form my lips to say Jesus
But I thank you for knowing where I'm supposed to land

People say I should eat more, boy they should see me now
I'm almost vanishing, skin so thin I can see right through
Makes you more visible inside me, you rise as I bow
Fight for every breath and breathe only you

"Blindside" (1997)

Invert Lyrics - Blindside

Start the motor let the engine spin
Give it fuel so it can't stop within
Precious harmony I say
Wont you open the door
Let me in let me stay
In your arms under your wing
Give me some water from your everlasting spring
Shut up must stop talking to myself
Shut up must stop rely on my shell
I'm in you you're in me
Glad you came to my senses
Because I didn't

Eye for an eye
Some things are hard to
Say goodbye to
And you
Are what I want to be when I say I'm invert

Ouch it hurts when my shoulder hit
Their shoulders
Ouch want to go mainstream just like them
God help me go bolder
I know I'm not and I forgot that I am
Not the one who is going to make things done
All by myself I think I made You tiny
But I am glad You made me see
In Your presence You're just growing
And growing and I'm being just me

Born Lyrics - Blindside

As I stand here watching your worn-out shell
You used it well
I can feel it in the atmosphere somehow
I want to see with your eyes right now
I know you've never been this close before
You've been feeling homesick for a while
This is the moment you've been longing for

The gate is slowly opening more and more
And I'm already missing you
I always thouhgt the walls between
The worlds were bigger was thicker
And I'm already missing you

Empty Box Lyrics - Blindside

The charade is over now
Still you're trying to hide it somehow
Am I wrong when I say a piece is missing?
Inside is screaming you stay quiet
No one is listening
You're picking up a shell
No one will ever tell
The difference and so the indifference will come

You can't climb out of your empty box alone

Grab your hair but you can't lift yourself up
Still you're telling me to shut up
Don't you get fed up with your own pride?
Realize we're on the same side
You are not the first one
Who lost track of the sun
You can't see that now I know

Don't want to sound superior
but even though I know this is not a cave can't you see the light
I'll walk beside you tonight

Superman Lyrics - Blindside

I would like to see
Differently
I would like to walk
Like I talk
Would like to breathe
The air that I need
Would like some bread
Although I've just been fed

I wish that I could stop
Playing superman
I have decided to let the case drop
I'm not superman

With my hands I can do
Fake food
With my hands I can drown
All your sounds
With my hands I sometimes think
That I can do
Just like You
With my hands I can make
Mistakes

Nerve Lyrics - Blindside

Force me to open my mouth
Again because they know I don't want to
Speak loud when they make me feel
Like a boy scout
So hard to tell them You love them to
I can't give much if I punch back at
The one who hits first
Trying to make me feel ashamed
Because I'm touched
God help me see them
See my thirst

Tensed
But still so calm
Alright
Leaning on your arm
Beautiful spirit
Talk to me
Holy Spirit
Walk with me

They are liberated minds
I'm a narrow-minded fool
Why must it be
That a discussion is about beating
My mouth will be
Closed if there's no one seeking

You know I will be there
Love is so convincing
My words don't come out right
I will stay but not fight
Everybody believes in god
But it seems like no one does in You
But I do

I'm not ashamed

This Shoulder Lyrics - Blindside

Come with me, ride upon my shoulder why don't you
Don't you see, you can't fall down when you're
On my shoulder
You wonder if you must climb
To get away from the slime
Seeking it's way in to your heart
But I know
Yes I know

You'll see this through
Come ride upon my shoulders I'll carry you
Why is it that you must fight alone?
I've known you before you did
So don't you play no charade

Breathe my air, come ride upon my shoulders
Don't feel scared, I won't break when you're on
My shoulder
You wonder if you must climb
To get away from the slime
But I alone will lift you up
Because I know
Yes I know

It is time
To leave yourself behind
I can take every drop of your spit
But it's when you do you see you don't fit
It is time

Replay Lyrics - Blindside

It seems so clear today
Why not yesterday instant replay
There I go again without having anything to say

I don't lie everything I said to you was true
But still just words trying to convince myself of my position on the same level as you

Shut your eyes
Cover your ears
You can't see my eyes
Because my mouth is too wide open

When my mouth starts talking about everything I have and what I can bring
That is the proof for you that I have nothing

One Mind Lyrics - Blindside

I used to be making future plans
As I would dance
At your funeral that's me
The superman I always wanted to be
Pretending blindness
I didn't want to find this
Something I left behind
But always with me
Somehow protecting me
Somehow trying to convince
This blind man to see

Blindside
What am I going to say
When you come my way
What am I going to do
When you come through

Past present
How on earth did my lifestyle
Become this pleasant
Basically I'm this kite
Flying around in this great big night
Birdman feeling free
But my strings attached to the man below me
If birdman wanted to fly on his own
He would be a slave to the storm

Can I
I won't
Go on walking without

Liberty Lyrics - Blindside

Liberty
Everything is allowed
Society
Sex gathered crowd

It tickles
You just want to play
It tickles
But soon it plays with you
You want to leave but you stay

I see you
You don't want to try
I love you
And I'm not good at good-byes
You say you're not bad
Why should I end up down there?
You say you're not bad
But I can only take what's mine
Say you care
Is he your father now?

Daughter Lyrics - Blindside

You kissed me on my cheek goodbye
But I didn't mean
Crazy it may seem
But to me you were never ever unclean
I know you know I am but even if it's slow
You're walking away
You think you are here to stay
Although your pride have grown
Legs taking you away
I wonder for how long you can take
That image you fake

Fingers in your ears
My lips are just moving
You don't want to hear

Taking and breaking the things
That is you and I
You ask for a goodbye
Want this part of you to die
Why do you have to wear that make-up?
I see your thoughts are screaming in my face
Shut up

You and I unseparable
Don't you know
I didn't come here to judge
You'll be free and I will make you whole
Those wounds must hurt
Let me clean you let me get rid of your bull
I'll make you full
That deep down emptiness I'll just blow away
Because no matter what they say
You will never be alone with me anyway
To feel pain ain't a sin
But it's when you're trying to cover it up
You hurt me within
I'll take one step
Can you take one too?

Teddybear Lyrics - Blindside

I'm here
You've got me
Have no fear
Savior that's me
On a stable rock I'll place you
You can rest
That I will personally will see to

You called out my name
I heard you
You're healed

What happens now?
You're healed
But still I'm disappearing somehow
In your cry I'll always be near
But in your laughter I don't disappear
I'll gladly wipe away your tears
But I'll never become your teddybear

Don't throw this away
I'm no teddybear

I'm here
You've got me
Have no fear
Savior that's me
No favors that's no what I came for
If you had any idea what I've got in store

You called out my name
I heard you
You say I'm feeling fine
You say no deal
But I'll always be two steps behind
In case you change your mind
In your cry I'll always be near
But in your laughter I don't disappear
I'll gladly wipe away your tear
But I'll never become your teddybear

Think through whatever you decide to do
Can't make you but I ask you please don't fake
When you come before me
I know you don't like when you don't see me with your physical eyes
But I tell you what you think you see can be lies

Never Lyrics - Blindside

One, two, three stop break
Count to three and if I don't see You
You're fake
I heard You care
Now don't dare
Show Yourself I'll believe
Show Yourself I'll still proceed
Show Yourself I'll believe
No I won't

I don't want to see You
My eyes see what's true
I don't want to feel You
But still I do

You say You are mine
I just want to leave this behind
I think You're nothing but an act
A good one
Don't You try
Whatever You do I'll deny
Why is it so convincing?

I don't lie why can't I just drop this
Get this out of my head

"R.I.P." (1996)

In Black Lyrics – Blindside

I inhale take it in the hate the anger
it clouds my thinking it pulls me under
further further my eyes lose sight
my ears grow deaf my mouth is gagged
i exhale get rid of confusion
returning my focus i try to keep my grip
closer closer lights come on
to kill the black festering inside
i inhale i choke i exhale i choke
i crawl you kick i choke on hope
if i, swallow everything that you give
to me i would vomit on this world
i see your delight in my mistakes
using my shortcomings to your full advantage
you're full i'm empty the story old and stale
a thousand times over torn to laugh
as i sit crying whining in selfishness

Irrelevant Thoughts Lyrics – Blindside

When I'm feeling low I consult my friends
When I get depressed, contemplate the end
When I don't know right, I see the light
When I see the light, it's far too bright
the light is too bright
far too bright for me to find my way back
Back to you...Someday
To see the light reflecting on your face
to feel the warmth of a friend's embrace
I will get back to you...
Someday

3:16 Lyrics – Blindside

For God so loved the world that He
gave His only Son, that whosoever believeth
in Him should not perish but have
everlasting life.

Still Lyrics – Blindside

Look at faces bruised and beaten
the life you took will leave you empty
the unwanted blood it trickles down
your eyes can't see the peace you've destroyed
this life denied unseen homicide
as you took this gift from God's hands
don't take it away
souls of children
stare at you in mirrored anguish
asking why
murder - no love found
murder - without a sound
murder - in the ground
murder - God's mercy still abounds

Life Cure lyrics - blindside

The crown is broken
King has fallen
Child lies bleeding
crying inside
no love no hate
no pain no joy
no more emotions
for your little boy
inject shot take pill
your cure for sorrow
body of man, heart of a child
we kill depression for life
inject shot
take pill
no cure for sorrow
i want to love, feel, live...
please
is life worth all these unfeeling days?
I want to love?
I want to live

Violate lyrics - blindside

Why are you doing this to me? Have I done something wrong?
My childhood eyes can't see. Innocence! It was born in me,
stripped of my clothes, you ignored my plea. Violate!
One who was, so very close, wasn't it enough, no! You had to
boast, of your sick perverse fantasies, you've had your share,
now leave me be. Violate! You found me, you touched me
you raped me, you left me, you hurt me, you hurt me, explored me,
destroyed me. You've played with my head you're playing with my
heart, ran inside my dreams you tore them all apart. Just another
freak for your perverse circus, no more tricks. I don't deserve this.
Violate!

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Sidewinder lyrics - blindside

i see everything you break
every vow every promise you make
you've got this desire to fake
and then you break

stop
get away from me
no, i don't want you
you are looking for my breaking point
but i won't give it to you

God gave me glasses to see clearer
he threw away my rearview mirror
but you act so superior
you are nothing don't want to get near you